Happy Birthday

Today my brother should be celebrating his 36th birthday beside his wife and daughter and instead, the hole that was left years ago still resides and we will celebrate without him yet again.  Cancer is nasty and it sucks.  Cancer didn't care that my brother wanted to be a dad and husband and give them the life our father never gave us.  I know birthdays in heaven have to be better than the birthdays we have here on earth but I still wish he was here to celebrate with.  One more hug, one more I love you and one more joke to get me through the day.  Then again, after that "one more", I am sure I would want more!  Happy Birthday Justin.  I doubt you are reading blogs in heaven but I just don't feel right not wishing you a happy birthday in some way.  I will celebrate you today, I will tell your nieces more stories and keep you here with us in spirit.  I love you!!!!

Helper

Since I have decided to start my own little business, I have been baking a lot.  And since my 2 youngest rascals are home with me during the day, I have a lot of help.  Especially from this one.

She loves helping and is so excited to use the mixer!!!!  not to mention how excited she is when people eat what she has made, she nearly hovers over you asking how good it is......I think we may have a little baker on our hands!